Without Direction
Strange. On the way to work, I was thinking. Where am I going? What am I going to do with my life now? I have 2 days left of work, including today, and so, I thought, that I would be working extra hours today and tomorrow. But, alas... I came in today, and they're doing some filming for another project, and I wasn't told work was caneclled today. Strange. I guess. Hollywood huh? Heh. Anyways, now that I'm here, they said I could work as long as I stay out of the scenes. Anyways, I'm at work... and instead of the normal work enviorment, there's make up, cables, lights, camers, and a great deal of people. Did I mentionthey don't turn on the AC on weekends?
So, conflicted now. I don't know what I want to do with my life. My friend Connie is on my case, trying to get me back into college, because she thinks it's really important for me, to have that college experience. I don't disagree, but I'm still unsure wether that's right for me.
-time passes-
Ok, one of my coworkers who is participating in this new project, was informed yesterday that ... well, Friday (yesterday), was the last day. And we didn't get paid yesterday (which I was suppose to recieve my check today), and it might be here by monday, or as late as Wednesday.
Very very conflicted now, more than ever. Get a job? College? ... and they begin filming, cell phones need to be turned off now. They're turning on the bright lights, mics, and whatnot. They're kinda blinding right now. I took pics, and ... I can't even pretend to work in this eviorment. I was told I'd be compensated for 'work' today, because I wasn't told it was canelled, and I had to drive here through traffic through LA, and Hollywood, 45 min. Great.
I'm not in the best of moods, and they'll probably call silent on the 'set' in a bit, so I'll cut this short. Sorry I've not been online posting much, I've caught myself in the crossroads now, and I've got to make a descision soon. What descision? I don't know, I'm still working on that. ^_^:
EDIT: They're letting me stay, and be an extra. Person on a computer in the background. It's pretty ... interesting what the day has become huh?
posted by Anifanatic @ 1:45 PM
1 Comments:
dont you just hate it when your faced with making a decision you know may change the path of your life ?
i would go back to school if i were you. with a degree, you can get better jobs and more dough. furthermore, you can party and meet more folks in school. its another life experience you should have a go at. if it doesnt work out, you can always drop out and go back to working. however, those financial loans can be pretty daunting though unless you plan on getting scholarship or a sugar mommy. heh.
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